Oct 19, 2012

kanak2 nak membesar (part 2)

Dah lama tak pergi bulatan riang. Dah mula rindu usrah-mate. Sem ni baru pergi usrah sekali je. tu pon usrah pengenalan. hehe. Ada la usrah-mate ditukar ke kumpulan lain sebab dah habis belajar dan sebagainya. saya lak still berdegil stay dengan bulatan riang yang satu ni. nasib akak naqibah baik. layan je karenah saya yang comel ni. 

So brief bout my bulatan riang. Group usrah saya namanya 'Ma Cherie'. its a french term for my love or sweetheart. memang mereka ni kekasih hatiku. love them all. 

ok now to main point. sebenarnya dah lama nak tulis pasal a new friend of mine. baru jumpa sekali tapi teringat2 kat dia sampai sekarang. dia kawan baru dalam bulatan riang saya. she is younger than me but she is more matured and wiser. she is the eldest sibling, a daughter, a wife and soon to be a mother. insyaAllah. what make her what she is today is the test that has been given to her. yes, a test from Allah is not equal to all. A test from Him will only been given to those who can handle them. and she is so strong that she can handle all that and now she is smiling. If the same thing happen to me. I dont know whether I can stand up. 

Things that make my friend and I different from each other. 
1. She is so independent and she actually do have so many dependent under her. 
while I am so dependent to my father, mother, abang (he is actually my adik (born after me) but like to be abang since small), my friends. I was being surrounded by good people who like to protect me and me so dependent to them. 

2. she is the sole breeder of her family. (before kawin la). while I till now receive pocket money from dad. 

3. Her life experience is full of ... (cant find the right word)... and me so simple. semua orang buatkan semuanya. anak manja. hehe

in short, I dont think I can handle things that were given to her.

benarlah kata orang, pengalaman hidup mendewasakan seseorang.

p/s: my lab partner since majoring till graduate getting married next month. tetiba rasa sedih, kalo sumo org kawin, to whom shall I depend on. 

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