May 18, 2011

need time for myself

i am not a strong girl
i might be acting strong
but im actually weak
very fragile
like to cry
n lately i just love teddy bears

dear teddies
since ur not a living things
u r my punching bag
the somebody whom i can hug whenever i like
n throw away the next minute
devil me
but i really only do this to toys
just hope they didnt come alive like toy story

how hard might it be today
no matter how it will be tomorrow
i now just need to for myself
i am not trying to be selfish
but please understand
dont come near me till i let u to
cuz now i just cant meet u
but ill come back someday
i promise that

**dedicated to a group of people yang aku dah lama tak reply sms diorg. 

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