2012>>2013

last week amik cuti dua hari. g cuti2 ngan family. 1st time suma kumpul balik. slalu mesti ad yg tertinggal. masa zaman study dulu, aku la yang slalu ditinggalkan. xde la slalu sangat senarnya. kakak n imran lagi selalau. it was a pleasant long weekend. 4 days 3 night by the beach with all 9 members. couldnt asked for more.

then this week. masuk ofis tak tau nak watpe. tengok list, semua pending kat orang lain. so seriously tak tau nak watpe. bukan xde keje, keje tu ada je. tapi itulah dia. bila banyak kerja halfway sebab pending kat orang, jadi malas nk wat kerja. 

anyway, reason why I write this post, I am anxious for next year. 

a little of what I have done this year,

2012. what have I achieved so far? it seems like I did so little this year. My degree ends early this year. final exams on january. then become research assistant for two months. went interview here and there, end up in this newly establish company. no job security. 

usrah? not so active, banyak sangat pontend usrah session. daurah pon banayak skip. hope to be more active in Ikram youth activities next year. for own spiritual needs. dok ngan diorg ni seriously, saya jadi dak baik sket. huhu. 

karate? not much improvement. konon je nak black belt by 2012, tapi masih lagi brown. kohai da naik black, aku yang senpai masih tahap sama. yeke tahap sama? saya dah lupa banyak kata. terasa nak nangis jap. own fault, no one to blame to.

2013? 

hoping for a more secure job. 

want to be more socialize / meet new people

black belt in shito-ryu

nak active sports (wall-climbing, swimming, jog, aikido, etc)

above all, to be a better muslimah. stop lamenting on uncessary things, stop thinking bad on others, want to be more positive on everything. 

yosh!!