not like me..

Me stress without reason. Check calender, not the time yet. Why am I like this?

Today, bangun pagi before subuh. then lepas subuh ingat nak tdo balik, mak suro wat breakfast. lepas wat breakfast memang da tak tdo la kan. kalo tido bangun kul brape je nanti. maka try on laptop zaman skola tu. usia laptop tu baru 5 tahun. tapi dah sakit. doakan dia cepat sembuh ye. mmg dari dulu leceh sket nk on. sekarang ni nk on laptop pon da xlea. bnyk lagi bende lom burn dlm cd. oh nape ak xrajin wat backup??!!

maka, laptop ku tinggalkan. dan aku menjejakkan kaki ke meja makan. mak suro. mak suro breakfast, makan supplement. kenapa hidup aku macam dependable kat supplement eh? bila tinggal lama je mula la nak sakit. astaghfirullah. selawat jap. sakit tu kan pengapus dosa. why am I lamenting to it? positive khadijah. positive.

then siap2 pergi kerja. trafic ok alhamdulillah. but nothing good on radio. but trafic clear. anyway, sampai ofis je. Am I the first one to arrive? and indeed I am the first to arrive. kemas2 sket. sbb ari jumaat main tinggal je my desk. so kemas la sket. kekemasan di meje akan mengemaskan minda. macam btol je.

then buka email. 18 email. suma position closed. bertuah nye la saya. searching for that important email. takde. bos x baca lagi keje ak rupanya. lantak la. dah malas nk pester. kalo xdpt project apa aku kesah. I am quitting anyway. hahaha. evil laughter.

Its now december, tetiba aku emo tak tentu pasal arini. kerja ada tapi macam susah je nak wat. I am not in a straight mind. hoping this year to end soon. hoping for a pleasant year ahead. year with less topsy turvey, bump and all that.